Thursday, March 31, 2011

Monday, March 28, 2011

minggu yg sibuk!

ok ni bukan sibuk sebab study,
ni sibuk sebab berjimba tak ingat dunia..
dah nak dekat exam, 
tapi gigih jugak tiap2 minggu turun event sana sini

next event ABPBH and Anuar Zain concert

lepas ni mesti aku menangis masa nak jawab exam!!

*bila dah terlalu banyak ketawa, pasti akan berjurai air mata

Friday, March 25, 2011

Susah Tapi Seronok!

setahun punya kerja, nak sampai hujung jalan dah!

tapi sumpah susah!

lagi susah dari buat dodol!

makin seronok!

ingatkan baru pukul 8 malam,

rupanya dah nak dekat subuh!

perut berkeroncong pon tak endah!

sebab bila tengok hasilnya

rasa macam nak lompat katak!

walaupun pening2 lalat,

tapi tak mengapa!

sekurang2nya ia berhasil!

itulah dia hasil kajian kami!

terima dua, tolak 1

saya hampir bergelar penyelidik!

harap2 membuahkan hasil!!

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

Seminar Kecemerlangan Akademik

Attending Malam Seminar Kecemerlangan Akademik yesterday gave me some encouragement for my study. This is the third times i have been invited to come to this alluring event. Not like previous semester, it was held in much more protocol like convocation. I wish I could have another one chance to glisten my scroll before i finish my studies. The event was held in Renaissance Hotel, Melaka and the VIP guest as usual the Rector of the campus, Dato' Mizan Hitam. We were served with Chinese Cuisine and it was damn remarkable! I think I should have tried another chinese food in around Melaka soon!

Listening to rector campus speech was another thing which I think having the power in mesmerizing others. This is what people call the power of speech. He always come out with something that is never be expected by he audience. I like his quotes which I have never listened before when I was attending the same event last semester. The term like social jealousy, challenges skills, rivaling of life and much more, are something that people can never be anticipated. And the very greatest thing for his speech was the quotation that he took from one of the most respected Indonesian negarawan- Pak Nasir

 Pemimpin tidak lahir dari bilik kuliah, 
tetapi lahir dari kancah masalah,
berusaha menyelesaikan masalah dan
keluar dari kepompong rakan sebaya!

Datuk Prof. Madya Dr. Mizan B. Hj. Hitam
Rektor of UiTM Melaka city Campus

Friday, March 18, 2011

I'll Be Back!

I’ll be back
You will find me again
I’ll be back then
Nobody can like you more than I do

What’s this suddenly
What should I do
How can you do this to me
I believed your words you’ll love me forever
You promised we’ll never change
We’re the match made in heaven
It’s so true You told me
I’ll be back
You’ll find me again
I’ll be back then
Nobody can like you more than I do
You’ll be back
You will be back
So I let you go
I know that you cannot live without me
I’ll be back
You and I, we cannot be apart
Maybe you’re mistaken
This hard time comes to everyone Wake up
Think twice No matter how many times I tell you
You don’t listen to me My calls echo back
I’ll be back
You’ll find me again
I’ll be back then
Nobody can like you more than I do
You’ll be back
You will be back
So I let you go
I know that you cannot live without me
Listen baby girl
Ok, I will turn around I will let you go nicely like a man
I will be standing silently like a dead man far behind you
Without bothering you 
You will never know
Far far away so that you can forget me completely 
But you better know that I’m not giving you away
Will I ever stop waiting no way
It’ll be the same in my world I’m your boy You’re my Girl
I let you go for a moment I know you’ll be back
So don’t worry When you fall down I’ll be back
I’ll be back You’ll find me again
I’ll be back then
Nobody can like you more than I do

You’ll be back
You will be back
So I let you go
I know that you cannot live without me
I’ll be back

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

Kalaulah Kita Diberi Pilihan Untuk Menentukan Takdir Sendiri...

It was long before i used not to cry. it wasn't about love, but it's all about the things that God had fated me. it's about life, family, sense of belongingness etc. when i was a kid, i always asked myself, why god granted me to live in incomplete family. i mean, a family which don't take it roles to do the right things. when i grew up, it is quite difficult for me to grow (mentally) like others, who posses the value of family life. does it happened because of god's fates? or it is because the human itself failed to live in a good way which reflects others life? i am not putting the blames on god, or even the parents.. but, we are the victims of others life. we could not feels the same value of family love like others, the sense of being somebody to the family. why this happen? why god testing us for the things we cannot bear.?

once you live in a broken family, u will know how much it hurts u. how meaningless life for those who never feels the love of a good family. i still remember when i was in school, when every parents come to the school and  fetch their children, came to school to get the scroll, i felt like i never have those kind of attention, the passion and being ignorance by the family. 

people have no strength to fight what god has fated us. even up to the extend, people always told me that the hikmah is there. but, i couldn't see it and god never gives me any sign of his plan for my journey, my family journey. and today, i was cried in the middle of class break when my sister called me and shares her problems. i don't know how to please everyone around me. since i was the only son in the family, i have a very huge responsibilities to look after my mum and my sisters. i have to bear the responsibilities as a son for my mum, responsibility and roles as father for my sisters, and also as a  brother. i couldn't bear this thing which burdening me.  it is easy for people to say it, to give the advice. but it is rather difficult for those who bear the circumstances which might kills...

berat mata memandang, berat lagi bahu memikul...

Friday, March 11, 2011

Don't Quit !!

When things go wrong, as they sometimes will, 
When the road you are trudging seems all uphill, 
When the funds are low and the debts are high,
And you want to smile, but you have to sigh,
When care is pressing you down a bit, 
Rest, if you must, but do not quit.

Life is queer with its twists and turns,

As every one of us sometimes learns, 
And many a failure turns about, 
When he might have won had he stuck it out?
Don't give up though the pace seems slow

You may succeed with another blow.

Often the goal is nearer than,  

It seems to a faint and faltering man, 
Often the struggler has given up, 
When he might have captured the victory cup, 
And he learnt too late when the night slipped down, 
How close he was to the golden crown. 

Success is failure turned inside out,

The silver tint of the clouds of doubt, 
And you never can tell how close you are, 
It may be near when it seems so far, 
So stick to the fight when you have hardest hit

It is when things seem worst that you must not quit.

To those of you who left me lonely, thank you.
Without you I wouldn't have discovered myself. 

To those of you who laughed at me, thank you.
Without you I wouldn't have cried.

But it is to those of you who thought I couldn't do it, It is you I thank the most,
Because without you I wouldn't have tried 

Don't quit!

happy weekend guys!

Tuesday, March 8, 2011


Minggu ini pasti membunuh jiwa saya yang cukup penyabar

penat luar dan dalam

Sunday, March 6, 2011

Something for Weekend Yau?

I think that you get the mood of a song stronger if you get it right that way. On the other hand, you put some songs out live and they don't catch flight. They just flop. It is hard to tell until they are out there.

I've gone through many, many things. I tell you something, that if it doesn't kill you, you get stronger.

Who is there that ever receives a gift and tries to make bargains about it? Let us, then, return thanks for what He has bestowed on us. Who can tell whether, if we had a larger share of ability or stronger health, we should not have possessed them to our destruction.
Why should we think upon things that are lovely? Because thinking determines life. It is a common habit to blame life upon the environment. Environment modifies life but does not govern life. The soul is stronger than its surroundings.

You know, I think I'm a stronger person for realizing that you can't make everybody love you...
And i know it is true...


Saturday, March 5, 2011

This is the story of "how love would inspires others". A true story from Chris Medina (American Idol)

Salam and happy Saturday guys!

Sitting alone at home on weekend gave me so much pleasure in doing so much things. i found my new habit which i used to chase from any unpleasing things regarding my studies, personal matters etc. when it comes to the time which i have to screw up things, love would be the first one, ever. for me, it is such a taboo issue which people always looking for the answer. whatever it is, life is uncertain. today you may be loved, but it will not be the same as yesterday. here is the true story which really make me touched. one would willingly to sacrifice his carrier,time, space etc for someone he cares. this is how love should be...

Chris auditioned, performing The Script’s “Breakeven,” and he brought along his beloved fiancee, Juliana Ramos, who is confined to a wheelchair following a tragic car accident. Today, Access Hollywood has new details about this emotional story.

Chris, an aspiring singer, said he fell in love with Juliana the first moment he saw her and the two became engaged in the coffee shop she worked in, in 2007.

They had planned to wed two years after getting engaged, but shortly before they could walk down the aisle, Juliana suffered a brain injury in a tragic car accident. On the exact day they were supposed to get married, Chris shared a song he wrote for his ladylove on Facebook.

During the interview in MTV News, Medina said "I just know that there's people out there who kind of naturally see the bad in every situation, and, to be completely honest, I think at one point in my life, I might have been one of those people," he explained. "But I felt like in this specific situation, when they asked, 'Can we do a story on you and your situation?' The first thing I did was, 'I don't think I want to do that. I'm a little nervous about it. I'm afraid there's going to be people who are going to be saying bad things.'

"Brain injuries just scoop the life out of you. but that doesn't necessarily mean you just give up all hope," Medina said. "She's my best friend, and I'm always going to be here for her.

Chris Medina has a real heart breaker of a story. After he got engaged, his fiancee, Juliana Ramos, got into a car accident in October 2009 and suffered serious brain damage. They were going to get married two months after the accident.

below is the song specially dedicated to his fiancee. you can see how honest is he in loving Juliana Ramos. people like me would be touched from the meaning of the lyric and he scene of their life and love story.

and this is the question which everyone should ask themselves when they are ready for love..

What kind of guy would I be if I walked out when she needed me the most?

Friday, March 4, 2011

The most typical face on the planet

National Geographic Magazine released a video clip, below, showing the most "typical" human face on the planet as part of its series on the human race called "Population 7 billion."

The researchers conclude that a male, 28-year-old Han Chinese man is the most typical person on the planet. There are 9 million of them.

The image on the video below is a composite of nearly 200,000 photos of men who fit that description.

Don't get used to the results, however. Within 20 years, the most typical person will reside in India.

You can check out the video below:

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

How To Say Good Bye?

The loss of someone is like that of a limb. Time may heal the anguish of the wound, but the loss cannot be repaired. It is the end of something simple and the beginning of everything else. Don’t cry because it’s over. Smile because it happened.

I’m torn between what was and what could be.

Sometimes you have to let go of the one you love to find out if there is really something there, because every goodbye makes the next hello closer. Being strong sometimes means being able to let go.

May you always have walls for the winds, a roof for the rain, tea beside the fire, laughter to cheer you, those you love near you, and all your heart might desire.

You are searching...
For things that don't exist; I mean beginnings.
Ends and beginnings, there are no such things.
There are only middles...

The reason it hurts so much to separate is because our souls are connected. Maybe they always have been and will be. Maybe we've lived a thousand lives before this one, and in each of them we've found each other..

goodbye is giving a space for you & your love one to think if your really meant for each other & its not the end of one relationship but it will open one door for your friendship. and start all over again if you still love one another.i don't think that goodbye is the hardest part, for me its when he/she does not say it but mean it..

It hurts…

Ever has it been that love knows not its own depth until the hour of separation.
Kahlil Gibran